I (Athena)

I (Athena) by Ruth DyckFehderau, published by NeWest Press in 2023, is a literary work that explores the life of Athena, a woman who lost her hearing as a child due to a fever and was misdiagnosed as “profoundly retarded.” After spending thirty years in an institution, she emerges into a world that feels foreign and challenging. The narrative follows her journey as she seeks to understand the circumstances of her past and the mistakes that led to her institutionalization, all while navigating her relationship with a former lover from that time.

In this edition, readers will find a thoughtful exploration of themes such as identity, societal perceptions of disabilities, and the complexities of reintegration into mainstream life. Athena’s story is marked by her awkwardness and bookish nature as she grapples with her new reality. As she delves into her history and attempts to build a life with her partner, the book presents a nuanced perspective on the challenges faced by individuals with disabilities and the impact of misdiagnosis. This 343-page work is written in English and offers a blend of fiction and feminist insights, inviting readers to reflect on the broader implications of Athena’s experiences.