Light Exposed Darkness

I understand most people find it too hard to face unwanted truth as their reality. It was just as hard for me. I never wanted to face this frightening, unexpected, unwanted truth of what’s been going on in my life behind my back, which I’ve come to know as my reality. I have been trapped in a soap-opera life; living in a three-partner relationship with me the only one not knowing it between myself, my partner, and my baby sister Snake standing in the middle doing everything she can to destroy my Christ-ordained happiness. Snake would entice my partner to want her sexually and deceive me instead. Any circle of love that could have developed into a lifelong partnership was always broken as soon as I introduced Snake to my boyfriend in the beginning of my relationship. Snake’s jealousy for me turned to hate, that Snake hid through deceit pretending to be my close sister to my face just to continue being my confidant to gather truth she could manipulate and use against me. Snake developed a sick head having to literally put her ass in between me and my partner from the start of my relationship by using sex. Snake’s sickness worsened and spread through the years, now having need to prove herself better than every woman. That just became Snake, and her attitude, with a hasty tone in her voice that just became her too, to throw you off from thinking she is capable of doing what she is doing behind your back literally and right under your nose flashing at and seducing your partner to want sex with her while in the same room with you and him. Snake bragged, “Every guy wants this shit.” The way Snake describes her ass while turning it toward you tapping it with her hand. With Snake’s experience putting her shit in your partner’s face, Snake has come to know every guy takes her shit; Snake’s deranged, demented mind just didn’t realize it’s not that she’s better then every woman. It’s just that every worthless, adulterated guy just won’t turn down sex. God opened my eyes and ears to His truth, and all He had seen was revealed. As Snake puts sex readily available in my adulterated guys’ faces, lustfully arousing them sexually in secret and right behind my back, adulterated guys will take it, I have come to realize that. God removed the few but adulterated guys I allowed in my life. They never deserved to have me because my God knows I deserve a good, honest, clean man of God, not just an adulterated guy.