If I Could Go Back
If I Could Go Back by Briana Johnson is a novel published by Holiday House on May 6, 2025, featuring 352 pages in English. This work delves into the complexities of family dynamics, race, and mental health through the eyes of Aaliyah Campbell, who grapples with her identity and the absence of her parents. As Aaliyah navigates her relationships with her cousin Ivy and Grandpa Joe, she confronts her feelings of inadequacy and the secrets that have shaped her life.
Readers will find a heartfelt exploration of social and family issues as Aaliyah secretly reaches out to her estranged father, Quincy, leading to unexpected revelations. The narrative addresses themes of coming of age and the challenges faced by young Black girls dealing with anxiety and depression. Briana Johnson’s debut offers an authentic portrayal of self-advocacy and resilience, making it a poignant addition to the Teen & Young Adult literature landscape.
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An achingly compassionate and beautifully empathetic novel exploring the intersections of race, mental health, and the meaning of family—perfect for fans of Robin Benway’s Far from the Tree and Jas Hammonds’ We Deserve Monuments.
For Aaliyah Campbell, family is everything. Her cousin Ivy is her best friend and track co-star, and Grandpa Joe is her rock. He may be crotchety and dramatic, but he’s raised Aaliyah since she was a toddler. Still, Aaliyah can’t stop thinking about what’s missing—her parents.
When Aaliyah secretly contacts her mom, she risks upsetting the family who’s always been there. But Grandpa Joe refuses to explain why her parents gave her up, and without answers, Aaliyah cannot silence the anxious voice telling her she’s never been good enough.
Surprisingly, it isn’t Aaliyah’s mom, but her dad, Quincy, who steps up. Quincy turns out to be immature but surprisingly fun to hang out with. And when the rest of the family finds out they’re in contact, old secrets will finally be forced into the light.
Aaliyah Campbell is a champion for young Black girls coping with anxiety and depression, and a voice for all teens navigating the messy process of learning how to advocate for ones’ self. Through honest storytelling and a voice that oozes humor and heart, Briana Johnson’s memorable debut explores sensitive topics with authenticity and compassion.
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